marcr

idk why I even try anymore

Thank you for that. It's funny, he kept saying he just wanted me to be patient. I guess he wanted me to wait another ten years until he was ready to leave her. I just can't do it anymore. Hurts too much.
I am beginning to think I am just destined to be alone. I had my child at 21, the 'wrong' way....and now I feel I missed my chances to have things the 'right' way.
I may just have to accept that.