What the fuck? Am I the hunch back of Notre Dame? Am I so grizzly that I don't warrant a look? Seriously.
I'm feeling kind of down, I have these moments where I reflect on what is actually quite a hollow existence. I spend a lot of time at work, long hours for decent money, as such I don't have what could be called a social life. Sure I go out with friends but they are people I work with, people I see almost every day of the week. More like family than anything else. But it's not really a life.
I've mentioned before that my friends say I'm not the most approachable person in the world, I have a very strong personality and it can be intimidating to the soft skinned plus my sense of humour is considered... Different.
Last serious relationship I had was over nine years ago now, before I left South Africa to find myself, seven years I shall never get back but it worked out better for me, moved to a different country and found myself, Unfortunately I found out I work too much and don't have a life but it's the price one pays for being accustomed to a certain lifestyle.
My self esteem is at an all time low and I often wonder at the futility of it all but I won't give up but it's hard when your confidence is rock bottom.
On the plus side, my Matt & Kim CDs finally arrived from the States, 4 weeks down the line.
Stay Classy
I'm feeling kind of down, I have these moments where I reflect on what is actually quite a hollow existence. I spend a lot of time at work, long hours for decent money, as such I don't have what could be called a social life. Sure I go out with friends but they are people I work with, people I see almost every day of the week. More like family than anything else. But it's not really a life.
I've mentioned before that my friends say I'm not the most approachable person in the world, I have a very strong personality and it can be intimidating to the soft skinned plus my sense of humour is considered... Different.
Last serious relationship I had was over nine years ago now, before I left South Africa to find myself, seven years I shall never get back but it worked out better for me, moved to a different country and found myself, Unfortunately I found out I work too much and don't have a life but it's the price one pays for being accustomed to a certain lifestyle.
My self esteem is at an all time low and I often wonder at the futility of it all but I won't give up but it's hard when your confidence is rock bottom.
On the plus side, my Matt & Kim CDs finally arrived from the States, 4 weeks down the line.
Stay Classy
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Feel better, and I liked that song...never heard of them before.