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For some reason, the song "Hallelujah" by Rufus Wainwright always makes me cry (even though I'm not religious) - and reminds me of my relationship. Although it hasn't hit me fully yet, inside I am crumbling as I realize that my husband and I will be apart for (at minimum) 4 - 5 months - and that's only if I am designated as an acceptable transfer candidate. Although we have done the long distance thing prior to now, we have spent the last two years (a little over) living with one another - and knowing that I have to go completely "cold turkey" from spending my life (day-to-day) life is heartbreaking. I know that at the end of this long journey, we will be just fine - but knowing that we have to seperate, is heartwrenching.

Secondly, on a happier note - I might be shooting with Rosaleigh in a couple of months, which is more exciting than you can ever imagine! I haven't found a photographer (up to this point) that I really wanted to shoot with, or was able to. Who know what other prospects moving to Nebraska will bring me?

Other than that, I'm still in the process of stretching my ears - and it has made me realize how addicting piercings and tattoos actually are. (Thank you bodyartforms.com).

Also, can someone explain to me why everyone loves Twitter? It confuses me so.

XOXO.