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I want a girl who will come home early with me to watch History channel documentaries.

I want a girl who can put up with my incessant rants about the importance of superheroes.

I want a girl who lets me write bad poetry on her stomach.

I want a girl who will help me organize my cd's.

I want a girl who never leaves me...
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"From birth to death, it's just like this!"
~Zen saying

There's this fantatical preacher guy who has been showing up at school lately telling us all we're heathens, sluts, etc... I find him quite funny, though he has been more than offensive on numerous occasions, but anger is a useless emotion...I prefer to question him, his motives, his inferences about the world around him...

Why...
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"Why do you despair of unity? No true effort is in vain. Look at the fields over there. The grain sown therein has to remain in the earth for a certain time, then it sprouts, and in due time yields hundreds of its kind. The same is the case with every effort in a good cause."
~Badshah Khan

When you, O wild monk,
come to say good-bye,
we sit for a while
by the sandy creek.

On far roads,
you hold out an empty bowl;
deep in mountains,
walk on fallen flowers.

Having no master, you
puzzle out Zen on your own;
observing strict prosody,
your poems merit praise.

This going-away
has no curcumstantial cause;
a solitary cloud
has no fixed home.
~Chia...
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So I've given some thought to leaving town again. I don't know what it is but Fishers doesn't seem like home anymore. I got a letter from a friend who works with Doctors w/o Borders and he was telling me all about this leprosy clinic in India he's working at and that it hires anyone with any semblence of an education. I've never been to...
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So I did something constructive today and signed up for ballet lessons. It should coincide well with the Tae Kwon Do and Yoga and the limberness I've gained from doing that stuff for eight years.
Hopefully I won't be laughed out of the room...I can be a klutz.

Today is an off day. My feet hurt and there's no school or work tomorrow...that should be a good thing but I'm dreading it...don't know why. Maybe I need that structure in my life.
There's nothing familiar or interesting on TV right now and I'm not in the mood to call friends or go anywhere. I'm just sitting here wasting time...I feel like I'm sinning...
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Best movie line I've heard in years:
There's glass between us, you can't deal with my infinite nature can you?

This is why country music is still the best to be drunk and miserable to....thank you Alison Krauss & Union Station for providing such excellent music.

It doesn't matter what I want
It doesn't matter what I need
It doesn't matter if I cry
Don't matter if I bleed
You've been on a road
Don't know where it goes or where it leads

It doesn't...
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Mackenzie's favorite song...

I remember you well in the Chelsea Hotel,
you were talking so brave and so sweet,
giving me head on the unmade bed,
while the limousines wait in the street.
Those were the reasons and that was New York,
we were running for the money and the flesh.
And that was called love for the workers in song
probably still is for...
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