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The leaves are falling, the sun is shining, and the air is cool. Today is a great day. I'm gonna go enjoy it.

"Stop your bitching and go live."
~my uncle

"If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you."
~Jesus (Gospel of Thomas, NHC II.45.29-33)

Observe constantly that all things take place by change, and accustom thyself to consider that the nature of the Universe loves nothing so much as to change the things which are, and to make new things like them.
~Marcus Aurelius

I had a quasi-epiphany this morning...feeling quite good about it. In fact, I'm feeling really damn good about it.

I give what I've got to give
I give what I need to live
I give what I've got to give
It's important if I wanna live
I wanna live
I want to live my life
I wanna live
I want to live my life

Song for my weakness....

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
With my brother standing by
I said Brother, you know you know
Its a long road weve been walking on
Brother you know it is you know it is
Such a long road weve...
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go outside and look up at the sky...big ain't it?

we think we come and we go but rarely stop to think that maybe we've always been and always will be

i look around and see that nothing ever really dies

I'm really digging this song, specifically these lyrics...

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd

So it turns out I'm a nigh-omnipotent non-corporeal entity from another plane of existence who has been "born" through a human woman. I guess when I think about it it makes perfect sense, what with the smallness and frailness and lame heart...the biologics of this world are obviously too aggressive for my species to handle. So now I have to set forth with my duty...
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If I concentrate real hard maybe I could just disappear.

Just venting...

I'm nothing special
Nothing to write home about
I'm under everybody's radar
Just another forgettable face
I don't raise my fist in the air
I don't scream at the top of my lungs
I don't dress to call all eyes to me
I don't speak well enough to gather a crowd
I live in my parents' basement
I drive a real small car...
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