i don't like my job. it is boring. the other girls are pretentious/stuck up/ basically slam who i am indirectly...i mean they suck. the job is boring, people suck and i am not myself when i am there. and everyone hates that feeling. usually i am the goofy outgoing girl jumping around always having a good time and when around these people and at work i stare at my hands and feet and don't talk. it is eating me up..and bc of feeling like this I am exhausted at the end of the day from trying to not be me.
i left a show last night after only 30 minutes bc i was soo tired from working 10-7. friday i only worked 12-8 but i had to see my friend that i hadn't seen in months and i wasn't myself i felt like.
right now, i am tired and blah at just the thought of going to work today.
this is a really bad blog but i can't do this on myspace or facebook bc they can read it.grrrr
hope everyone is having a swell weekend...anyone going to Lenny's Rodeo Carnival monday/tomorrow night?
i left a show last night after only 30 minutes bc i was soo tired from working 10-7. friday i only worked 12-8 but i had to see my friend that i hadn't seen in months and i wasn't myself i felt like.
right now, i am tired and blah at just the thought of going to work today.
this is a really bad blog but i can't do this on myspace or facebook bc they can read it.grrrr
hope everyone is having a swell weekend...anyone going to Lenny's Rodeo Carnival monday/tomorrow night?
if the rodeo thing wasn't on a weeknight, i would go.