manna

i figure it's about time for an update, even if i have nothing to update about. went to a family christmas party and got some bailey's and coffee, the man got a thing with the 'beers of america' in it as presents in our santa swap. went to my boyfriend's company work party, got really trashed and flashed a bunch of his co-workers and tried to sleep with one of their wifes.....so yea, that was interesting. also the first time he'd seen me drunk in public, but he seemed amused and everyone else seemed jealous, so i guess it was all good

i've decided to skip my dad's mom's christmas party this year, that women is just down right hateful to me, i never get anything, and everyone else gets drunk while i have to remain sober to drive home, and put up with her house smelling like animals because she has like 3 dogs and a bunch of cats that she keeps in the house.....so yea, we're going to stay home and have some people over to get wasted and have a good time anyone need something to do on christmas eve?

i'm still not sure about what's going on the 30th, i've only had a couple of people say that they would come, so if i don't hear from anymore people then it's off. no point in getting all that together to just have a couple people come over. either way, no big deal, was just an idea. everyone is really busy this month, which i understand, but i don't really celebrate christmas, i don't really celebrate any holiday. anymore it's just a bullshit reason to go and spend money and usually ends up with me having to spend time with a bunch of people that i would really rather not see. i'm just glad the man gets time off work so we can chill out and relax together for awhile.

alright, enough blabbing for now....how have everyone's holidays been so far? i know i'm not the only one getting fucked up and acting stupid! lol, i hope everyone is doing well and has a good christmahaunakwanzika or whatever