I AM ALL YOU GOT - I AM THE ONLY PERSON DAY IN AND DAY OUT UNTIL YOUR or MY FINAL BREATH IS TAKEN - I AM IT! GET THAT! LEARN IT! STOP FIGHTING AGAINST IT! YOU HAVE TO OPEN YOUR EYES AS WELL AS YOUR HEART AND SEE ME AGAIN - AND AND AND - MORE IMPORTANTLY -
FORGIVE YOURSELF - FORGIVE YOURSELF -...
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FORGIVE YOURSELF - FORGIVE YOURSELF -...
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flygirl:
Your passion is inspiring...
deleriumflight:
hey stranger!!! I'm in Houston now...California didn't work out, but hey....i'm closer to the folks...hope all is well



















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jbone:
From your journal I would guess you had some pop tarts today.

abadinfluence:
Awww ... now I feel bad for saying that. Me sworry. *gives her a massage*
OH MY! I have been out of touch for a bit~ WOW! I know the last journal was a little hard core but to UPDATE everyone on THAT little fivefingerliftjockey.......I am 99.99% positive that I know who DUNNIT! YEP - it was a 'friend'. I have not decided yet on what exactly to do with it....seeing how she was just over my home on Friday,...
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maliki:
That sux, yeah i would say shes not much of a friend anyway. Just simply because of the fact that she stole from you. But cant blame her for complaining about not talking to her, mean it doesnt hurt to call and say "hi" once in a while....?
But i can undertsand your anger.. hopefully the monitor will magicly re-appear..
But i can undertsand your anger.. hopefully the monitor will magicly re-appear..
abadinfluence:
Hey now ... you never answered my question 

I have to vent a little - last night someone felt the need to stroll in to our home and just take my moniter........I don't know - pissy really - I mean I was at my son's carnival.....volunteering at the Boo Ball Toss. Just doing my thing even though the next mother decided that she just didn't need to do her part, allowing extra work...
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mattbavougian:
get em
make em squirm
make em squirm
thelastasthmatic:
so,is your lackofmonitor keeping you from posting??
you know what?????? I am selling a bunch of stuff online and on the SD CL and I am getting tired of appointments that are flaked. - this is just if anyone is interested - toshiba tecra 8100 laptop running xp pro - lots of extras - I have clotthes up the ying yang but ladies email me if you are interested and I will...
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mrginger:
Hello Beautiful. How's tings?
metatag:
I liked the line in Apocolapse Now "The middle word in life is IF" - that fits your last journal more than this one, but a clear out is good once in a while. Chuck out your chintz.
Today was a day. Just as tomorrow will be and the next one that follows.
I happen to read some of the comments from the lifestyles board in which one pondered the question 'what is life?' Not to be confused with the age old question of 'the meaning of life' but simply what it is. Life is defined as the period from birth to death...
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I happen to read some of the comments from the lifestyles board in which one pondered the question 'what is life?' Not to be confused with the age old question of 'the meaning of life' but simply what it is. Life is defined as the period from birth to death...
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richard_:
ahhhhhhhhhh....... LIFE! What a bowl full of edible wonders to enjoy.
Thought i'd say hooray from Mexico!
Thought i'd say hooray from Mexico!
thelastasthmatic:
i think that rainstorm parked itself directly over me...
I hate feeling overwhelmed....just really overwhelmed by all of it, everything - my emotions, my thoughts, my actions. I just hide. I am a pleaser when it comes to a few folks but most of the time I am a 'OK' person.
I don't really try to go out of my way to make friends [however I use to and I think I need to...
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chancy:
hahaha, i thought it could only happen to me
i never want to be that close to a chomping mouth again

i never want to be that close to a chomping mouth again
therevolutionary:
i soooooooooo know what you mean, im goin through the same thing HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA...................................................................................................................................................................wait for it...................AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA im funny
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therevolutionary:
youre soooo funny. really you are. uh huh surrre. yep, i'd say. of course.------------------------------>

vlo:
it is a gang bang gone wrong...

rain rain go away
come again some other day
i am bummed
i got those thingies in my throat again.....
where's the lidocaine????
Ahhhhh yesssssss
right here - says I am to dilute this 1tsp with 2oz water
and gargle.......
okay let's just put a drop of this numbgel on a qtip.....
ahhhhh screw the qtip....
'look out throat, look out gums, open wide........
anthar...
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come again some other day
i am bummed
i got those thingies in my throat again.....
where's the lidocaine????
Ahhhhh yesssssss
right here - says I am to dilute this 1tsp with 2oz water
and gargle.......
okay let's just put a drop of this numbgel on a qtip.....
ahhhhh screw the qtip....
'look out throat, look out gums, open wide........
anthar...
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adamd:
get over it... we NEED rain!!
jbone:
That was a brilliant reinactment.

The rain was cool at first - now it just bugs. Enough already. People here in SD drive bad anyways....when the rain comes most call in at work....'Sorry, can't make it today...it's raining!' or they drive a wee bit over 35. Everything in my house is moist. My cigarettes are damp. Hell even the tolietpaper is weird to the touch. It is not cold enough...
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abadinfluence:
Werks fer me ... you is on the proof-reading list.
I'll send ya proofing instructions when I have the stories written.
I'll send ya proofing instructions when I have the stories written.
abadinfluence:
*shrugs* You're cute. Blame your parents. LOL