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Monday Jan 17, 2005

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today, yesterday and most likely tomorrow has been/was/will be possibly the most mentally challenged waste of me in full. I hate to say it that way but it is. I half to do it though. SUCKS by all means and is right there next to vomit/poopiness feeling file in the ol' noggin.....but bad times happen every day, every minute, every nanosecond of my life.....it is a fact......every breath I take is another bad stinch I inhale......

Bad things - happen every day but not just to me alone. To everyone, anyone, and/or you. I can not tell you how often it happens......it sucks......every step in my life.....it like I turn the corner and '...OH! oh. it's YOU again.' - mad

Can anyone tell me why the hell people feel the need to do these negative things or produce them or provoke them? Don't get me wrong - I am a true person when it comes to the balance in life - bad enables good - grief -hope, dark-light - truly. BUT WHY CAN'T WE JUST ALL GET ALONG???....no and yes but why would we ever want to and why would we ever not....

....cuz we all are too scared of being ourselves. we all lie...~ in our beds of self destruction for we just can't fuck'n hack it. It is much easier to bullshit the bullshitter even while you know that the bullshitter knows that you are bullshitting him and yet somehow the bullshitter knowingly buys the bullshit but adds to your bullshit the 30 day 'bullshit' return guarantee. Now, since the return has been add to your bullshit bluff, making this now the obivous clue#1 that the bullshitter has called your bullshit and has no intent to fold. The bullshitter just wants to see you sweat a little. The bullshitter knows that you know he really is not buying the bullshit. He just wants a let it gain more stinch...gain interest....add to the pile.....and give it back. We know his intent of return even in growth. You know that you know he knows he knows , he knows that you know he knows you know yet somehow you still let it go knowing the mass of its return

We create our problems....we manipulate the destructiveness patterns in hopes that one day we will acutally like our selves for who we really are and not the person we try most to be. False illusions render our productive little egos numb. Really.

..........yeah, me to......I lost the point some where around the 'he knows you know he knows...' - just trying not to bullshit me aka the bullshitter.

???does 2 bullshits void each other or wipe the slate clear, null????? or does it makean opposite or adverse bullshit?????

yep - still lost. was there a point? whatever

Hinky - hehehe - gigglieeeesnoot.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
richard_:
...wow girl, you really need to just fucking kill someone....now don't you.
Jan 26, 2005
vlo:
beleive me i know how people can sux the positive engergy out of you.. love
Jan 27, 2005

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