manichat

OH MY! I have been out of touch for a bit~ WOW! I know the last journal was a little hard core but to UPDATE everyone on THAT little fivefingerliftjockey.......I am 99.99% positive that I know who DUNNIT! YEP - it was a 'friend'. I have not decided yet on what exactly to do with it....seeing how she was just over my home on Friday, she wanted to discuss what our 'friendship' was to me exactly and how she did not want to be going alone in on this thing. First of all - WTF - a friend is not someone who takes your moniter. Nope - not in my book. She was going on and on about that I never call her or that I have not returned her messages, etc. I have a life as well as a few more important things to deal with in my life such as my son, my guy, my home and myself. Those are the only things that are of my first concern and I do not get to go out or go to bars or even have time to breathe correctly BUT BUT BUT please by all means FORGIVE me FOR not CALLING you to tell you about - HHHMMMMM - I don't know - OH.....THE SAME 'OL SHIT THAT I DO EVERY DAMN DAY - day in and day out. I get up I chase and argue with my son about getting ready and eating, I either take him to school or I take a shower, I either get ready to go some where or begin to 'work' then I GO TO BED, BITCH. I mean honestly.

So - I decided to give it a few days and see if the moniter "just appears" ......if not - then I will go ahead and give the information to the cops. I know I am not going to like it BUT I know I am not going to mind doing it for she installed FEAR in me for the safety of my son...my family...my home....and I felt violated. We did not go to visit some friends up north due to the 'what if they come back' feelings. Yep - I won't mind it at all - BITCH. I am bitter ohohohohoh I mean better than her and her friendship. hehehehe