manichat

Ok ok - I am a little giddie I have to admit. I filled out the application on this site to see if I could do a photo shoot with these guys. In all honesty, I did not think they would even respond - maybe they would just with the standard 'thanks for the application, currently we are not accepting application however we will keep yours on file for future openings' or what not. Instead I got the standard email that says ' meetings with us on Thursday in Hollywood....' so I am going. I can't believe it. This is something that I have always wanted to do - for myself. You know. Something that was an expression of my sensual naughtiness all wrapped up in a documentated state. Stupid huh? Well, not to me. I do many things in my life based on the happiness of others - not really to please them or kiss their ass, it is because I feel good when others feel good. I do it because either I would want someone to do the same for me or because that person needs it and I can provide it. I little effort put forth to them maybe just want an individual needs at that time to make them smile. Smiling is a good thing. come on - SMILE - There you go i't's all good. I am going to do something for me.

So all in all - I am giddie
I'll let ya know how it goes. And I think it is going to be fun to meet some new people that are 100% on the opposite side of the professional world then me- I love meeting new people. FUN FUN for EVERYONE.