manichat

All I have been doing today is cleaning - imagine your worst mess ever - clothes everywhere, a cup left on the nightstand, your tolietries left out in the morning, that spilt beer from the party which got wiped up but not cleaned up.....etc....... Now take that thought and amplify it about 1000 times and not really caring about the mess because your 'roommate' never cleans either and you always do the work....then add construction for you were trying to remodel but it never quite got finished and add in a third factor of let's say a new puppy - tearing into things, messing all over the place, barking (really it is a toddler so you need to add in the factor realistically) and a lawn that is really just over vegetated and a pool/spa that needs cleaning and heat..........oooppps forgot to add in the factors of the two roomates being one a pack rat that never throws away a book or school item or even magazine and the other being completely manic and trying to start a business that involves clothes. Folks - welcome to my little xanadu. AAHHH yes - the smell. SNIFFFFFFFFFF - cough cough - excuse me - the aroma.

Slowly I am getting through it - isn't it funny how when you move into a bigger place - you have to fill the space with more stuff. 'yeah john and i are moving to a bigger place, we needed to really, it was just getting too cramped in that apartment.' [2 months later] 'fuck jon, can't you put your snowboard some where else, I hate having to sleep on it'. I mean really, some of it we had to do but not all of it and mostly it is my fault. The clothes part. So - if anyone needs clothes - just let me know - I send you a package you won't believe - honestly.

I got lucky though tonight when I was out in the garage. My neighbor happened to walk by and stated that she was going to have a garage sale this weekend and wanted to know if I was interested in having one too. HHUUMMMM let me see - totally. I am selling so much stuff - 1.00 here and .10 there - Just rid it. I am so sick of living in clutter. Back to simplicity. This is something I use as a motto - Simple solutions for ,........- and I can't even live by it. MORON. Anyways - I really have to look at the whole event of the last few years and I am saying this with out a doubt - I have the best 'roommate' ever. To have a 'roommate' however combatting you may be at times - to overcome what 'messes' we have.......truly a friendship it is. I adore our shared living space time together. May it be the time best spent in my life.

I had the Beastie Boys on the mind today - [looking down the barrel of a gun, son of a sun son of a bitch...getting paid...getting rich] is that right? oh well - finger licking good......hehehee.....it's tricky! .....Once back in the day - 91 I think ...in Dallas.. I went to see them with my squeeze of the time and his friend. I guess it was the GM or someone...think his named was Mark...but he was taping them on a personal cam and he walked over to me to chit chat. Small talk and then ending with 'hey, do you want to come backstage and meet them?' [me as a dumbass] 'sure,....can my boyfriend and friend come too!' [mark] ....[walking off] I took that as a 'maybe some other time'. Oh well.