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Every now and then I have these gaps when I forget to do the things
that please me most. Suicide Girls for example; it's a fascinating
place to hand around, read and look at people who I think that I have
more in common with that the people I really know. Of course there is
the age gap. That is something I am coming to terms with. Being 39
but having the attitude of someone much younger is proving difficult.
People my own aged can't deal with it, people of my mind age can't
help but think that my body is too old. There was a strange
coincidence yesterday when someone added me to MSN and we started
chatting. Apparently the nickname I have is something close to a
nickname a friend of her's uses. We chatted, laughed and had fun for a
while. Then the age thing happened. To be honest I was more concerned
of someone too young, the subject of school came up. Then it turned
out she was 18. People akin in the way their minds work, but bodies
too distant in age. I don't think I am in any way 18 by the way, she
was much older in mind age than body age.

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