mandy117

Goodnighti hope you have sweet hopeful dreams. Going to bed myself, Iam wore out, this farm is hard work.

My dream is that the girl I'm hopelessly in love with will change her mind and decide that yes she wants me to be her man and take all the love I want her to have. I dream that she will love me back as much as I love her. I know it won't happen and it breaks my heart into shards, but I can't help it, it's my dream and my obsession. It makes me sick inside and my stomach is in ropes. I shake and cry, I pine for her so hard. Sorry my dream isn't something cool or fun, but it is my dream and my nightmare at the same time. I feel so lost and worthless that she doesn't want what I want, but like me she can't help her feelings. I'm broken in two over her.

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@mandy117 Us real Vikings are gentlemen ;)

I worked. I don't like my job and my boss talked to me today about me being so depressed and not "engaging" whatever that means. He then gave me a long talk about religion and faith and all this stuff that made me kind of uncomfortable. I spent the rest of the day alone in the field thankfully. When I got home I fed my goats and mini donkeys and chickens then I made tacos. I messaged back and forth with my crush for a bit, she knows I'm super mad in love with her, but she doesn't see me that way, so it's a painful but at least shes thinking of me when we talk. I fuckin burn for her so badly. Started a fire in the fireplace and now being boring on various online platforms. All this and no good looks. Quite a catch I am, not so much.