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Tuesday Mar 28, 2006

Mar 28, 2006
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It's been a really screwed up two weeks for me. Leaving myself alone to think about people and my life never ends up well. I had a few encounters with some old friends of mine that didn't turn out very well. I'm sorry it turned out that way, but it's for the best.

Some people just don't understand that as times passes, life goes on, new information is collected, and relationships grow apart. Instead of being offended, just acccept what has happened and move on. I really didn't need the additional slashing and trashing that came afterwards.

This is why I don't go to a lot of places where I used to hang out. When I do, I run into these old friends, and the shit flies. I've got so much on my plate right now, both with my friends, and issues about myself, that this headache was not welcome.

Every so often it hit a state of self-pity where I question what I can offer to someone, and criticize the events in my life that have led me to where I am now. Lately, people in general don't seem happy with me, and I don't know if it's more attention they need, or actual face time, or maybe it's what I say. Either way, it's funny how little I'm starting to care about all of them.

Picked up Tetris DS yesterday and played it until my DS died. Some reviews really killed the fact that they've incorporated a lot of old school NES graphics and characters, but I really enjoy it. There is also enough different music that I haven't been bored of it yet.

I'm just used to the original version, so anything is better than that!

2 days until the concert. It's going to be the release I've been waiting for.

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Every so often it hit a state of self-pity where I question what I can offer to someone, and criticize the events in my life that have led me to where I am now. Lately, people in general don't seem happy with me, and I don't know if it's more attention they need, or actual face time, or maybe it's what I say. Either way, it's funny how little I'm starting to care about all of them.

I'm having a lot of the same feelings, with the opposite effects; I find I'm caring more and more about those people. And that's not really cool either. I would like to be able to say "it gets better", but I honestly don't know.
Mar 28, 2006

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