mandolyn

So... I had this dream...

I was a Suicide Girl, and a bunch of us were meeting at a dive bar next to a Thai restaurant in .. well, Portland I suppose, but it wasn't actually Portland.. and I go in and I'm the first person there. I start playing pool with some drunk guy, and he wants to play for cash, and when I say I don't have money, he gives me this scoff sort of a laugh and takes my cue away, saying I can't play with him then. Funny, considering he entered MY pool game. Anyway.. I leave, thinking I'd come back and end up driving around for what seems like a couple hours, then get lost, and call a fellow SG (dun' remember which) to get directions, and right as she's giving me directions to the place, I drive past it, and flip a crazy bitch in the middle of a busy intersection. The dream ends with me walking into the bar and like five SG's surround me with hugs and we start exchanging newly reconstructed clothes for a new set we're all going to do together at the bar. >.>'

I remember that I named off all the girls I was going to do the set with, but the only one I can remember is Snow, even though she actually looked like Elf. Strange.

You know, I've always waffled about whether I should become an SG or not. I'd love to do the shoots and have crazy fun with all the girls, but the whole matter of my naked ass (and other parts) being up on the internet for all to see. I thought about being a photographer instead, but I wanna get nakie too, damnit!


Edit: There was a T-shirt surgery kind of shirt in my dream that was absolutely fucking fabulous. I need to find a way to make it. Hot damn that was sexy. It felt really good to wear....