mandb

So I haven't added anything for a while. I'm not sure if it was due to nothing exciting happening or if I just didn't feel like it. Regardless, I had the thought that maybe someone out there would like to hear from me. My room mate is getting kicked out of the military, so I'm not sure exactly what is going on with the apartment right now. I was told I wasn't going to be allowed to move in with anyone else, I'm stuck with this apartment, so now I have to find someone who wants to live with me. Christmas is in a couple days, and I'm not sure I'm looking forward to it. I'm sure I'll be glad to spend the time with my family but beyond that I'm thinking "another christmas spent on my own". I guess maybe I'm starting to feel the clock ticking.....but I'm only 26, so I don't know why I worry so much. I guess in the back of my mind I'm just tired of waiting......for that girl.