i'm not doing so well.
i'm trying to figure out if i can get days off to go out to Arizona for my grandmother. the way the flight thing is set up, it's making it difficult to plan exactly when i will be going. tonight my dad said that my grandmother is getting worse and might not even make it to next week. he asked if i would get in trouble with work if i ended up not being able to go out there(if she did die before then). well of course i wouldn't, but then he also asked if i had any money, as in to pay for the stand by flight. well, no i don't. not only would i be missing out on getting paid for the days i'm out there, i don't have any extra money.
it's really stressful trying to figure this all out with people who i rarely talk to, and it's hard because my grandmother is going to die.
I need to get a new job because this one is draining me, and it's getting hard doing something so worthless. There is a Borders that is hiring, or I need to look around my house for something.
I need to show the DA's office my license(yes i finally got my NC license) so i can get rid of the ticket I got.
I need to call all the employers that i had in 2006 and have them send me all my W2s.
I need to pay $52 for my car insurence by January 14th.
I need to my my $86 storage bill by the end of the month.
I need to have $450 for rent together by the end of the month too.
I need to get my car inspected and pay for registration in/by February, and I don't know how much that stuff all costs.
I need to do my taxes (and hopefully I'll get enough money back).
I need to look into going to school for nursing, possible doing the Carolina Medical Center thing where they pay 80% of your tuition, as long as you work for them.
again, i'm not doing so well.
i'm trying to figure out if i can get days off to go out to Arizona for my grandmother. the way the flight thing is set up, it's making it difficult to plan exactly when i will be going. tonight my dad said that my grandmother is getting worse and might not even make it to next week. he asked if i would get in trouble with work if i ended up not being able to go out there(if she did die before then). well of course i wouldn't, but then he also asked if i had any money, as in to pay for the stand by flight. well, no i don't. not only would i be missing out on getting paid for the days i'm out there, i don't have any extra money.
it's really stressful trying to figure this all out with people who i rarely talk to, and it's hard because my grandmother is going to die.
I need to get a new job because this one is draining me, and it's getting hard doing something so worthless. There is a Borders that is hiring, or I need to look around my house for something.
I need to show the DA's office my license(yes i finally got my NC license) so i can get rid of the ticket I got.
I need to call all the employers that i had in 2006 and have them send me all my W2s.
I need to pay $52 for my car insurence by January 14th.
I need to my my $86 storage bill by the end of the month.
I need to have $450 for rent together by the end of the month too.
I need to get my car inspected and pay for registration in/by February, and I don't know how much that stuff all costs.
I need to do my taxes (and hopefully I'll get enough money back).
I need to look into going to school for nursing, possible doing the Carolina Medical Center thing where they pay 80% of your tuition, as long as you work for them.
again, i'm not doing so well.
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sadista:
I think your dad should pay for your flight. Maybe you don't want to take his money, but he probably owes you, and it would help with you missing work. I'm sorry all this crap is getting piled on you right now. (((big hugs))) 
lostjohny:
sorry the house is collapsing around you, but you'll be stronger for it. i hope you find a way to do everything you need to. keep the faith, sister!!