Tuesday Oct 31, 2006

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i think i'll be okay. i've had a lot of issues other than my car thing lately but i think i've figured it all out.

i take things way too seriously that i don't need to take seriously. and i don't put much importance on the things i should. the past 8 months or so i have kind of been trying to get back to 'me' but not letting it happen because i put myself in situations that have just delayed that proccess and kept me in survival mode.

most of it all was actually just my frame of mind and how i acted and felt about things. i was worried that because of certain things in my life that i wouldn't be able to do what i want and be happy. a lot of things lately were "this or that, you must chose, and once you do you will be stuck with it" well i finally figured out i have more options than that. not everything is black and white.

i don't think i'm gonna worry as much now. and i think i can be happy being me. there are still a few things i probably need to do as far as this goes, but at least its 'there' in my head.

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P.S. i'm gonna be busy later on so i won't be home for a few hours later.
thefox:
AWESOME! Yeah, I had this realization during my first attempt at college. It turned out that I was headed in the right direction, but I needed the step back, I think, to make sure I was right. It's nice to know what your options are, even if it only reinforces what you're already doing.

Just keep reminding yourself of this, and you'll be good. wink

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