training at Circle K went swimmingly. i even got done early(cause i'm just that good, heh).
i'll be getting paid weekly, which is wonderful. i've a good feeling about this. i think i'm definitely gonna be making money.
after training i went to JD. the store manager was there thankfully, and i asked to speak with him. trying to ignore the guy one position down from him's attitude(he's someone i'd had a lot of problems with) i went off to talk to the store manager. i explained to him my other job situation(which he obviously knew of), that i understood they couldn't schedule me special hours, and that things there didn't go as smoothly as i would expect from a job. after giving examples that he knew of and things he didn't know he understood and was polite, and didn't seem to care that his employees were shitty. he also told me that i was supposed to work today, which was news to me since the attitude manager, who does scheduling, told me i had today off, and i told him that was just another eaxmple of how things had been. so anyways i told him i was resigning and then i got my paycheck from last friday. and i'm gonna get another one a week from friday. but i am FUCKING DONE WITH THAT SHITTY PLACE!!!!
me going in there was a big step for me. i have a hard time with things of that sort. but i just went in there pretending i had balls, and it worked.
i start Circle K friday, which means i have the next couple days off. but i think i'm just gonna spend the time at home. i need to clean my room(badly) and i just need time to myself. i'll probably be online a lot tho. also when i do work ill be working days. so i'm not doing shit this weekend. i need to focus on sleep and work.
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i have things i really want to change, but it's gonna be hard, and it's gonna make people unhappy, and it's gonna make me unhappy at times, but i really need to fucking grow up. i've done so much already in my life, and it's time for me to be responsible. A lot of people i know probably don't get that, because everyone's older, but experience-wise i feel i need different experiences, and i need to quit doing the things the way i've been doing them for the last 8 years.
i'll be getting paid weekly, which is wonderful. i've a good feeling about this. i think i'm definitely gonna be making money.
after training i went to JD. the store manager was there thankfully, and i asked to speak with him. trying to ignore the guy one position down from him's attitude(he's someone i'd had a lot of problems with) i went off to talk to the store manager. i explained to him my other job situation(which he obviously knew of), that i understood they couldn't schedule me special hours, and that things there didn't go as smoothly as i would expect from a job. after giving examples that he knew of and things he didn't know he understood and was polite, and didn't seem to care that his employees were shitty. he also told me that i was supposed to work today, which was news to me since the attitude manager, who does scheduling, told me i had today off, and i told him that was just another eaxmple of how things had been. so anyways i told him i was resigning and then i got my paycheck from last friday. and i'm gonna get another one a week from friday. but i am FUCKING DONE WITH THAT SHITTY PLACE!!!!
me going in there was a big step for me. i have a hard time with things of that sort. but i just went in there pretending i had balls, and it worked.
i start Circle K friday, which means i have the next couple days off. but i think i'm just gonna spend the time at home. i need to clean my room(badly) and i just need time to myself. i'll probably be online a lot tho. also when i do work ill be working days. so i'm not doing shit this weekend. i need to focus on sleep and work.
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i have things i really want to change, but it's gonna be hard, and it's gonna make people unhappy, and it's gonna make me unhappy at times, but i really need to fucking grow up. i've done so much already in my life, and it's time for me to be responsible. A lot of people i know probably don't get that, because everyone's older, but experience-wise i feel i need different experiences, and i need to quit doing the things the way i've been doing them for the last 8 years.
P.S. I watched Requiem for a Dream Sunday night and I was severely depressed for like 2 hours. It was a very good movie, but anything that realistically depicts mental illness/depression (book or movie, The Bell Jar for example) makes me get sympathy depression, cause I know what the real thing feels like. And the infected arm thing was nasty.
P.P.S. Pearls of wisdom from The Breakfast Club: "When you grow up, your heart dies."
Of course if there is stuff in your life that has a negative impact on you, you should change it, but a lot of people think that just cause they're a certain age, they should start doing certain things or living a certain way. I'm not implying that's what you're thinking...I'm just "sharing."