mandalic

i can barely move. i have to crawl up and down my stairs because it hurts a little bit less than if i walk down them since i don't have a railing to hold onto. i am incredibly weak, all my joints hurt, and i walk around like i have some sort of bone disorder or something. i feel like i am 2 seconds away from something breaking, everything hurts, it's even hard to hold my arms up to type and move the mouse, and sitting hurts!

it could have something to do with the fact that i had sex last night on top of going to the gym yesterday and it just made everything worse. but shit, i can't even walk right let alone do stuff like drive my car now, how am i supposed to go back to the gym anytime soon? i absolutely hate my body right now. i wanted to go back tomorrow. how is this supposed to be good for me? this is beyod just being sore and i have a high tolerance for pain, but this is one of the most horrible days i've had in a long time.