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Monday May 29, 2006

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so today was spposed to be the last day of my antibiotics. and i know you aren't supposed to do this, but i didn't take my pills today. fuck this shit, its been one of the most horrible weeks of my life. it's comparable to when i was on birth-control, and that has hormones in it!

headaches, insomnia, anxiety, a feeling of uneasyness that won't go away, loss of appetite(but you're supposed to eat when you take it), stomach cramps, and just feeling extremely "off" all the time, even driving made me feel nervous.

sure i could have gone through one last day...if i wanted to kill myself.

i haven't been able to sleep until at least 8-10 hrs after i take it, so since i sleep late anyways it started a vicious cycle not letting me sleep til like 8-10 am, then when i would finally be able to sleep i was sleeping til 6pm, and i would loose the whole day.

last night was the worse because this time on top of everything else i had thought i could fall asleep at 3am, but NOPE! i had a migraine that woke me up off and on til 5am so i got out of bed to take something, and waited for the pain to go away, and it did, until it came back at 9am and i chowed on some more advil, til i was able to lay down around 10.

after sleeping, and not taking the stuff again i feel so much better, and i'll be back to being able to drink in at least 24hrs, and believe me i'm going to take the opportunity. i seriously need to go to a bar. puke
steveneurotic:
Saturday! You'll have BEER... and you'll be in the presence of greatness.... ME! tongue

And then all will be well! biggrin
May 29, 2006
sindred:
You've had a rough time on that crap! Hopefully this week will be kinder to you. kiss That first taste of alcohol will be heaven I'm sure. smile
May 29, 2006

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