I'm having a bad day... a bad week really...
My self esteem just kinda SUCKS right now. I'm not entirely sure why. I've known pretty much my whole life that I'll never be a "hot" chick. NEVER. I somehow missed the gene. Whatever class girls take in highschool that teaches them to be sexy, undeniably beautiful, and have everyone wrapped around their little finger, well... I think i was in band at the time. I just don't have it in me. I'm always the friend, that "fun" girl. Tell me everything about you, confess your entire life. I don't judge, I listen, and I tend to give pretty good advice. I can talk about politics, cooking, random obscure Jeopardy! facts, and I give good hugs. But no one will ever stop and turn around just to look at me again.
I'm not memorable. There's nothing amazing about me. I'm just me, and right now I don't really like me.
Maybe it's just the rain making me all depressed...
My self esteem just kinda SUCKS right now. I'm not entirely sure why. I've known pretty much my whole life that I'll never be a "hot" chick. NEVER. I somehow missed the gene. Whatever class girls take in highschool that teaches them to be sexy, undeniably beautiful, and have everyone wrapped around their little finger, well... I think i was in band at the time. I just don't have it in me. I'm always the friend, that "fun" girl. Tell me everything about you, confess your entire life. I don't judge, I listen, and I tend to give pretty good advice. I can talk about politics, cooking, random obscure Jeopardy! facts, and I give good hugs. But no one will ever stop and turn around just to look at me again.
I'm not memorable. There's nothing amazing about me. I'm just me, and right now I don't really like me.
Maybe it's just the rain making me all depressed...
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kaikai:
Thanx for your comment hunny<3 It means alot to me to know other people understand! You rock suga I'm sorry I couldnt have met you when I was in NH. Next time?
blue_pearl:
Um, your second profile pic, the one with the dark peachy/coral shirt and those electric blue eyes? I've clicked on it about 20 times while surfing by your profile and blog. That TOTALLY counts as turning around to look at you again! I'd even catcall, except that I'm a little shy, at least sober.