mandalee

Okay, I'm done moping. Well, almost done anyway. I still really miss him but i can't wait around forever while he tries to figure this shit out. Until he does some real work on himself I don't know if he's ever going to be able to "get over her." It's a process, i know, but a process he has to start if he doesn't want to miserable for the rest of his life.
For now, I guess I'm foster-mothering his 3 snakes. I dont' mind really, i know more about the little shits than he does.
So last night i went out with an old friend/ex and got trashed. (For background, i threw out my back on friday and so since friday morning i had eaten nothing but probably waaaaaaay too much percocet. So getting trashed wasn't that hard, i was already high, LOL) Anyway, she gets really emotive and possiably even more sensitive when she's drunk and we talked about how we left things off. Part of me thinks she was trying really hard to get in my pants again, but that's not going to happen. Meh.
But i do need to get laid. Badly. I haven't had sex in almost a month now. And i can't go that long. Someone introduce me to an attractive and easy lay, please! I'm not really looking for anything serious for a while now but i do need sex. Now. Lets get to work on that.