I've been thinking about social anxiety disorder and how much I hate it. Panic attacks out of the blue. Sick to my stomach. Avoiding people. Why does this happen to me? It started 4 years ago and I'm sick of it, I want it to go away. Xanax was my only hope but I cut that off over a year ago, I want to get rid of this sickness on my own. I don't understand social anxiety disorder at all; i know I'm a sweet person with a cool personality, I don't think I'm ugly, I want to meet people and not be afraid. So why do I have it? 
It's really not fair. I'm sorry I'm complaining, it's just stressing me out at the moment and I'm alone with nobody to talk to about it. Sigh. I wish i could get back to Florida, where I belong..
It's really not fair. I'm sorry I'm complaining, it's just stressing me out at the moment and I'm alone with nobody to talk to about it. Sigh. I wish i could get back to Florida, where I belong..
dawvid:
that is unfortunate. i agree that you are a very sweet person and you dont deserve something like that. i wish you the best in your pursuit of self-healing. im stubborn about medicine myself. im around if you need an ear, us floridians gotta stick together 
chipdanger:
Aw hun. I have anxiety sometimes too. It's rough. Maybe you can try meditating? Hang in there beautiful.