Okay, so I made my deadline for applying to the school, now I get to play the waiting game to see if they'll accept me. So, that's about a month and a half from now, give or take. If I get accepted, then I scrounge every penny between now and the day I start. If I don't I scrape together some cash and try and find an apartment closer to work. Even though things are totally in flux right now, at least I have a sort of sense of security about things. Sorta.
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Sometimes I feel like I don't show my appreciation for things people do for me enough. Normally at night, normally when I'm by myself with my thoughts. If I was to say that I had any regrets, that would definitely be one of them. I've practiced being distanced emotionally from most people long enough that it takes concentrated effort to break through it. I suck with apologies too, and this doesn't help. So to those who I owe it to, I'm sorry.
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Sometimes I feel like I don't show my appreciation for things people do for me enough. Normally at night, normally when I'm by myself with my thoughts. If I was to say that I had any regrets, that would definitely be one of them. I've practiced being distanced emotionally from most people long enough that it takes concentrated effort to break through it. I suck with apologies too, and this doesn't help. So to those who I owe it to, I'm sorry.
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freakpirate:
I'm sure hoping so. 
freakpirate:
I never expect my tax return to be good. I'm just pleasantly suprised when it doesn't suck. 