Someone once left this on my Livejournal, anonymously, as a reply to one of those innocent little questionnaires-
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Look on your face as you read this:
Favorite Memory:
Last person to see you cry:
Last person to evoke a smile you hated to release:
Favorite Sadness:
Last place you wished you were:
Biggest Regret:
Biggest Emptiness:
Most insincere moment as of late:
Most recent act of cruelty:
First image of love:
Last image of love:
Biggest bullshit lie you've tried to convince yourself of:
Most horrible trait:
Most wonderful trait:
Most disgusting realization:
How does it feel to be you today?
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Look on your face as you read this:
Favorite Memory:
Last person to see you cry:
Last person to evoke a smile you hated to release:
Favorite Sadness:
Last place you wished you were:
Biggest Regret:
Biggest Emptiness:
Most insincere moment as of late:
Most recent act of cruelty:
First image of love:
Last image of love:
Biggest bullshit lie you've tried to convince yourself of:
Most horrible trait:
Most wonderful trait:
Most disgusting realization:
How does it feel to be you today?
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Favorite Memory: i have way too many too list here, but one of the best has to be seeing my first full-on waterfall this past summer with the bf.
Last person to see you cry: the dental hygenist this morning as she scraped my teeth, but i think that was an involuntary reaction. the bf was the last one to see me actually break down in tears.
Last person to evoke a smile you hated to release: the dental hygenist
Favorite Sadness: interesting question...probably when i miss the bf and my family but know that i'll get to see them soon.
Last place you wished you were: british columbia, on vancouver island, hiking the Juan de Fuca trail
Biggest Regret: dating the same guy who treated me badly all through high school
Biggest Emptiness: wishing i could help my parents, but knowing that i can't
Most insincere moment as of late: when i asked the girl that i work with who makes me want to flee screaming from her negativity how she was doing and pretended to care.
Most recent act of cruelty: squishing a snail to feed my clown loaches
First image of love: i'm not sure what this means...but i remember seeing a lot of photos of my mom and dad grinning like crazy at me when i was a baby.
Last image of love: about 5 minutes ago, the fat cat looked at me with a really sweet look. either it was love or he wanted something...
Biggest bullshit lie you've tried to convince yourself of: that the planet's going to be ok.
Most horrible trait: worrying
Most wonderful trait: brain.
Most disgusting realization: that my mouth is a haven of dirtiness. and that i respond to nickel by having pustules form on my skin and when i break them, they ooze. those are really my most recent disgusting realizations.
How does it feel to be you today? um, it feels as though 4 years of dirtiness have been scraped off my teeth and that hurts a lot. otherwise, it's pretty good - i'm working at home with a warm kitty sitting on my lap, and it's quiet and relaxing.
Favorite Memory: when i got my first dog
Last person to see you cry: see? or hear. my X or best friend ben about my X
Last person to evoke a smile you hated to release: ben
Favorite Sadness: memories about people i loved who are gone now
Last place you wished you were: florida
Biggest Regret: i have a lot of those
Biggest Emptiness: my heart
Most insincere moment as of late: see above
Most recent act of cruelty: ???
First image of love:it was two weeks ago
Last image of love: it was two weeks ago
Biggest bullshit lie you've tried to convince yourself of: pretending my X was a good person
Most horrible trait: hopeing for the best in people
Most wonderful trait: hopeing for the best in people
Most disgusting realization: its disgusitng how much you realize you love someone sometimes
How does it feel to be you today? wonderful as ever