mana

In this room I see no future, in this life I find no room, in the future I won't look back, in the back of my head I fear the past, in the past I've had my chances. And truth be told, I love you. I always will.

Do you understand where I come from? Can you touch the ground I walk on? I'll sacrifice a toe for you. I'll ask around and see if I can find out what you're thinking. I'll crawl up the stairs and slide down again. For you, I'll jump five feet and write a thank you note. Because this is it, I've had it and I know what it means.

Just because we've got all the time in the world, there's not a minute to waste, only seconds to live, because I can't figure out death's ETA. You liked that movie, E.T., eyh?

Phone home. They're not picking up. I'm not answering your call. I won't dial star 69. I know everything about you. I've made a sketch. It's not promising. I can't promise you anything, but if you convince me, I'll give up everything and anything for thirteen minutes and I'm sure it will be just enough time for you and me to be. Just be. Stay with me and be - with me - be you. I'm just another me. For you, I'll be anyone of them.

Don't you care? Don't you realize that you do? Don't you? You do, now, do you?

I've lost my key. Open up, will you? Why not? Tell me. I'm waiting. For ever - in vain.

This life, this clever pain.

Because I feel, I wish I were dead


A.F.I makes me scream.