OH MY OH MY OH MY
I AM SO UTTERLY OVERWHELMED
WHY IS IT THAT THIS SO CALLED 'HELPING' FEILD IS SO FUCKING DIFFICULT AT TIMES.
I HURT. I KNOW BETTER THAN TO TAKE ANY OF IT HOME, OR TO INTERNALIZE IT.....
I CAN'T HELP IT...I'M SO SICK. I CAN'T LET IT GO. I WANT TO VOMMIT.
THERE IS NOTHING MORE PRECIOUS IN THIS WORLD THAN THE LIFE OF AN INNOCENT CHILD...
BUT TO SEE IT BEING DESTROYED... TO WATCH A BABY HURT.... TO TRY SO FUCKING HARD TO HELP...
IS IT TIME TO CHANGE JOBS SO THAT
I CAN WALK THE EARTH WITH MY EYES CLOSED?
I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
MAMA
I AM SO UTTERLY OVERWHELMED
WHY IS IT THAT THIS SO CALLED 'HELPING' FEILD IS SO FUCKING DIFFICULT AT TIMES.
I HURT. I KNOW BETTER THAN TO TAKE ANY OF IT HOME, OR TO INTERNALIZE IT.....
I CAN'T HELP IT...I'M SO SICK. I CAN'T LET IT GO. I WANT TO VOMMIT.
THERE IS NOTHING MORE PRECIOUS IN THIS WORLD THAN THE LIFE OF AN INNOCENT CHILD...
BUT TO SEE IT BEING DESTROYED... TO WATCH A BABY HURT.... TO TRY SO FUCKING HARD TO HELP...
IS IT TIME TO CHANGE JOBS SO THAT
I CAN WALK THE EARTH WITH MY EYES CLOSED?
I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
MAMA
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beautiful_lie:
You are awesome.. its calld having a heart... empathy is rare and it rocks.. embrace it 
amazongrrl:
i didn't mean to admonish you for saying here that you're stressed out... i just want to make sure you're taking care of yourself! *hugs* feeling a bit better after the weekend?