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Tuesday Aug 16, 2005

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The world as I see it.

Love as i see it, fit.
And the castles seat me.
Fancy be.
'O Filii et Filae'
Softness of the white
Pale, and travelled
and as the roughness of sandpaper hands
World, reach me.
I always dream of drowning, and flying
and saving, and running.
Incomplete to memory made.
I dreamed of your lover
i wasnt afraid, i just wanted you to be safe
She caught you, frightened, and anticipating.
Leave me darling Achilles
leaving such a mark on my spirit
Love fit drags through dirt
and releases friendly pleas
always dances into unknown
dances into the happiness of anyone but thee own.
Third of 10.
Touch and let go, as i'll always know.
Of your own breath.
Repeat, settle, and repeat again.
Love fit where grievance never lies
Gifts of motivation to be
always the best.
Fit, acceptance of what is.
Sometimes Love fit lies in
and only of blood
the most imperfect, perfect, of
always. always.
Strength of always, whether she'll ever know Always.
The way the ties outstretch her back
the bottoms slide into her.
D, always like my little blood


HE wants to catagorize my head
like i dont exsist anymore
as if he knows something i do not
my lovely being
that i have receded from and to and back from.
As if i shall die an early death of knowing just
from his knowing!
and how one always. love fit. from a child.
Father. slides. into me. watching.
Perspective. means, IS everything.

I try so hard to leave behind
Water.
Love.
Falling.
Darkness.
Drowning.
Being.
Always.

Its funny how
i never thought i would be explaining to my Love
what you told me. taught me.
It
is ok. to dissapear. into seeing.
--

Touch
pull and sweat
from heat down the glacier freeze.
Yet, it never freezes here.
It only melts.
Hold onto my shoulders like tomorrow will never exist.
Rocks and barriers and chains
Just HOLD my shoulders. and my hips. and my gleaming smile.
Expanse of climbing.
Remember? parking. Wet. Drenched.
Special place down from everything.
I told you not to smoke this beautiful life away.
but we did. and didnt KNOW.
Down the vines. sucking the life of my darling friend
it was down, 20ft. we climbed. and we couldnt see the car.
and 400ft away sat forever.
i never let go of you on the walk to forever
it was a clear path, walked and walked.
and we made love. at the edge of forever, and smoked the beautiful life away.
You, probably dont know, i remember. or realize how much i remember. I would give anything to have that day again. To see you smile, happy. again. And pretend it wouldnt end. And not anticipate the walk back. up the vines.
I. Am. Truly. Sorry. For. Everychanging.

This is my Love, Fit.





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Aug 16, 2005

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