mamabunny

there is a song in french, by genevieve castree, about a female giant, standing at the edge of a cliff, wanting to jump. but she is so scared, and cannot get herself to jump. so she is just standing there, waiting for the wind to push her. and the all of a sudden all these lemmings come wandering to that same edge of the cliff, and are about to jump, because that is what lemmings do, and the female giant picks them up and asks them, "why are you doing this?!" and the lemmings don't know, they just do it. so the female giant tells them there are many reasons to live, because life is beautiful, and she forgets she wanted to jump herself, and they all live happily ever after.

actually i am running as fast as i can to that edge, but i find it to be further than i thought.
i am back online now. it was only like 5 real time days, but in online time that is like a month or two.
i had to get my sg fix, so i went to a net cafe.
hopefully i will have some time in a bit to get into chat, but i have to post to as many peeps as possible, so i can get back to work. 12 days.