mamabunny

For B.

I wish to fly the way he does

carelessly
carelessly

I had forgotten him
bent my legs
consolidated the time
it took
to realize
califor N I A
ate his soul

he belongs to the circus
and i
to the lillies

mesmorize me
and fly me

in all the horror
in all the strength
in all his fruitful ways
in all his stories
in the way it flowed upon me
in the way it almost took me
in the morning
in the depths on my slumber
peace of mind.
peace, flowing like a river.

motivated to standstill
motivated to bring the sheperd
motivated to unlock the hidden fires

I'm all messed up in this
I'm all tied up in solidarity's cage

damn him
damn his ways
the things he taught me
the beauty in his flighty heart

its all nuclear
its all fucked
its all risen
and washed away.

he still surfaces
and makes me smile
I'm too lost to know
where he is hiding
too lost to know him.

sweet circus man
I'll see you on the way down.
maybe, see you around.