malloryknoxx

Hey! Yeah... I've been hooked lately on this. I joined a few months ago but lately I've been stuck on this site from the time I wake till the time I go to sleep. I'm probably having SG dreams too... who knows.

That's kinda funny about the 14 year old kid. It's probably best that he not see auntie MalloryKnoxx's fun bags.

BTW Natural Born Killers is one of my fav movies!

lol...well at least you got them pulled before you recieved any awkward phone calls from relatives and had to deal with strange family reunions.

Sorry to hear about the major sleep deprivation but it is a good excuse to say what you want to say to your co-workers. And I definitely can relate to the surviving on Red Bull (or any of the imposters out there). Its so weird to feel tired but to be so wired you are shaking. I am convinced that Red Bull and ephedrine is just over the counter speed.

I am thinking of getting a shamrock tattoo but sort of celtic knotwork to form the outline on the lower part of my ankle. One of my friends is also going to get a shamrock at somepoint and we've dubbed it our friendship tattoo, even though they probably aren't gonna be exactly the same.

Good luck finding some time to relax and write.

Yeah, I kinda play my cards close to my chest most of the time. That's why writing is such a good outlet for me, because a pen is a lot less dangerous in the hands of a messed up individual than a .30-06 while perched on the rooftop.

Well I know the girls are psycho. I just don't mind it that much, at least temporarily.

As for the dinner. I would be down for you and your husband to come, but I gotta find out what is going down, and ask my mom if I can have a bunch of people over. Im thinking it's going to be a sort of dinner/hot tub bash. I need to get home first, and talk to some people before etching anything in stone.

It would be really funny if this gorgeous guy ended up being gay. The girls would've been all catty for nothing and the guys would be totally speechless.
It sucks when someone is judged solely on their appearance, whether it's good or bad. But I guess we all do it sometimes.

I read about your book in the group. Is it being published yet? I'd like to read it. I have thought about writing a book on my experiences too, but cannot seem to really let go and write about it, even though I consider myself a closet writer.

Not sure what else to say...um. Nighty-night.

I am wishing you all the luck and patience in the world. It sounds like a rather trying week. If you can spare an hour, take a nice bubble bath and chill for a bit.

I'd love to move to Chicago. But its an expensive city and I'd need to know I had a good job before making that leap. Maybe someday...

That pretty much sounds like what my promotions manager job will be. With a little bit of general manager thrown in, as well as photographer. I shot their band publicity photos before Christmas and they turned out pretty well. They are online somewhere, I think, if the website is working.

I like the new profile pic.



[Edited on Jan 05, 2005 4:35PM]

Heh. thanks.
Its what im here for LOL.

Happy New Year to you to

Well ... your husbands account I can understand ... it doesn't go by cancellation date ... it goes by sign up date. So if he signed up on say Jan 1st and on the 3rd, decided he didn't want the account anymore and cancelled it, he'd still have access until the 1st of February ... or whatever denomination of months the account was for.

Apparently I am here until the 13th ... so says a good friend who figured it out for me. Sure ... I coulda gone back through my journals myself to find the date where I said "Hey ... I'm back!" from the last time I went grey ... but damn ... that takes work. There are too many things and people to talk to and about here rather than going back and finding something I said. LOL

You aren't abandoning her ... nor should you feel guilty.

The fact that you have realized that the care she needs in beyond your means and that you are looking for a reputable place for her to go where she can get all the care she needs (and be as bossy and manipulative as she wants) shows a lot about your character.

And it's a good character ... not a bad one.

I love your analogy about Jessica Simpson. Nice one.

So .... you're writing a book? Any chance you might let someone peruse it ... like me?

*huggles* Don't stress yourself out hon ... things will work out in the end and you'll understand that it was all worth it and you'll be a better, stonger person from it all.

I applaud you taking care of the grandmother.

You are giving it your best, and that's all anyone can expect you to give. I hope the folks upstairs don't forget about this when you are old and need a helping hand.

That's why I try to always hang out and help my grandparents. When I am that old, I don't want people ignoring me, and not helping me. I also enjoy talking with my grandpa. He's a very smart man. He is the main reason for my conservative/libertarian leanings. I talk to him, and then I talk to all these liberal teenagers at my school who know everything and think anyone who disagrees is dumb. People tend to forget that the elderly are quite wise. Institutional memory is quite valuable in my eyes.

*sigh* If only I knew how to make webpages ... I mean ... sure, I technically learnt how in college ... but the programs they used were so archiac it wasn't funny.

I'd have a blast writing content for that though! lol

You can choose not to be an athiest, there has to be something more than humans right?

I dunno, the way I've chosen to look at it is that humans are limited by the capicaty of our brain, humans can only percieve about 1 millionth of reality as we know it. There are things/ideas/entities/insert 'x' here that exist that the human mind will never be able to comprehend, this awesome wonder to me embodies spirituality/god/religion/insert 'y' here.. I read that Einstein was of a similar thought, that nature/physics=God, just an idea someone had, not original to me by any streatch.