mallory

so today fucking sucked.. i HATE going to the doctor... ehh.. but at least its over and hopefully i wont have to go for a long long time.. though there is always something wrong with me.. haha.. im plagued forever!

but afterwards i went and got an avocado roll and miso soup.. and stopped at a record store.. which ALWAYS makes me feel better..

i picked up:

beatles- revolver
X- more fun in the new world
bob dylan- highway 61 revisited
and a grace slick& the great society 2-lps

my toads have been humping eachother.. and i think they are confused because one time its the darker one ontop then the next its the lighter.. someone needs to teach them how its really done.. well not really because i dont want a million baby toads.. sure they would be cute.. but i cant maintain that .. do you know how many crickets would have to die? i cant imagine.. i think they lay like 30 eggs at once dont they? though these guys are tiny.. i dont even think there is room in there for 30 eggs..

i drank too much last night from all the stress... i passed out at 9pm.. hahaha.. i needed the sleep though.. this morning she left me a note explaining that she thinks that shes just jealous of the "fart smelling big headed boy".. she wants all my attention...

i need someone to say nice things to me.. and tell me everything will be ok