it's a long, winding, sad day.
i'm listening to "nothing came out" by the moldy peaches. makes me feel like an empty husk, where it used to fill me with unspeakable joy. reminded me how lucky i was.
i had a great day yesterday, as far as great days go, and i was not alone, but felt like i was.
i don't feel the way i used to, and i know i'm safer for it, but sometimes god damn do i feel hollow.
you get the same photo again because i still feel the same way.
click to see it larger. i am lucky to live here.
really, though, it's all good. i have it easy. i wonder, though...
i'm listening to "nothing came out" by the moldy peaches. makes me feel like an empty husk, where it used to fill me with unspeakable joy. reminded me how lucky i was.
i had a great day yesterday, as far as great days go, and i was not alone, but felt like i was.
i don't feel the way i used to, and i know i'm safer for it, but sometimes god damn do i feel hollow.
you get the same photo again because i still feel the same way.
click to see it larger. i am lucky to live here.
really, though, it's all good. i have it easy. i wonder, though...
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as for feeling hollow? I would hope there's a solution. I don't know if there is. I just find myself occasionally and unexpectedly feeling like that. So strikingly empty that i just lay down and don't move for a long time, because I can't think of any reason to move.
I started writing a little story here that I thought would make you smile, but it got long so I'm posting it in my blog.
Feeeeel better soon!