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so, I am in a lot of pain... physically, as well as emotionally. I told my lovely friend MistressKat that I was going to take some pics today, but I'm just not up to it. frown I Know that she won't hate me for it though kiss . I swear that I will take pics as soon as I feel better.


The good news is, everything is...
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noone_3383:
arent you getting married young lady?!!? lol
noone_3383:
hmmm if he stays in Fl and you visit VA...thats TOTALLY different area codes....so not cheating wink biggrin
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Thanks for all the lovely comments you guys... I'd thank you all individually, but, I am just not THAT good blush

{edited to add}



THE BOY IS NOT GOING TO IRAQ !!!!!

and we have decided that we are going to get married in August (or sooner if certain things work out just right, but definitely in August if not sooner) come hell or high water....
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chelsea:
I can make an all black one...I'm in the process of changing the site so that you can order the can-can in any color-so by august or sept. you should definitely be able to order an all black. Thanks so much.. smile
freakqueen:
well, psh.
aren't you the nicest, most generous girl on earth love


<3 thanks
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I'd give practically everything i've got to know exactly what i want and what i feel on the inside.

I'll wake up in the morning, but by noon be someone different
and i'd like to shoot these contradictions in the fucking face.

And all i want is to sit and talk with someone who enthralls me.


--- me

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and the rest of this, I...
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killedwithkarate:
Hey there. Thank you for friending me!

Also, happy birthday! If you're 82, you're a very young 82.
elicit77:
Happy Birthday to you too! Thank you. Ok, time to sleep, I'm so tossed, so if you'll excuse me I have an appointment with my bed. biggrin bok
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I got the phones turned back on... it took about 3 hours and some crazy bitch insisting that I must have a credit card that I'd be able to charge $11,680.90 to.

I was like wtf, "Do you have credit card that you could charge that much to at once?" and she says "no, but, it isn't MY problem."


so, eventually I got to talk...
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fracturedguy:
I'm not awesome I just try to do things right.

Good luck with them actually following through.
paint:

Thats cool you got your phone back on. smile
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May the 9th is my bday. No, you can not know how old I am, so do not ask. Reason being, a lady never tells her age. I am under 21 though. wink

Love you guys all,

*love huggs&kisses*

Ms. Ashley Paige kiss

(edited to add)

today, on May the 2nd, at about noon, evil cingular cut mine, as well as the boy's service off because we...
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pinkzebra:
I'd be raising hell about them shutting off my phone!!! eeek
macska:
What are you going to do? Make sure they don't ruin your credit.
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people should add me to their messenger lists and talk to me biggrin

I'd add you guys, but, I'm lazy when it comes to stuff like that. unless, you say something like, "Hey, my SN on such and such messenger is such and such." tongue

Mosquitos suck. frown
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indecline:
i dont really us my aol often but mine is atariflatline... ARRR!!!
thelastasthmatic:
Hey, my SN on such and such messenger is such and such


tongue
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I love you guys. you are all great! kiss


I'm feeling ok now... I've decided that I am going to start improving the things that I am unhappy with about myself rather than dwelling on the things that I can't do anything about.


Things may not be the greatest right now, but I am going to try hard to remember what I tell everyone else... "Things...
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aaronsrod:
Well I have called twice now and all I get is an answering service once was at 10pm your time and the other was at nearly 10am your time which I know was out side your prefered call time but I forgot when I called sorry, I will email my number to you and you can text/call me if you like hehe
pinkzebra:
you're one brave soul!! biggrin

I considered putting my number out there once before...doubt I'd get many callers though since I'm overseas...In fact I think I did put my number on one of the silliness threads. Still no calls for me though. tongue

More power to you on improving things you're unhappy with about yourself! Good Luck with it!!! kiss
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Just wanted to say that I feel a tiny bit better today... I cried until two in the morning and then slept until twelve this afternoon.


"Its" quite a slap in the face though... my mother can have 7 children, three of which she gave up without a thought in the world, the other four us were bounced aorund foster care and everything else. Throughout...
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zenichols:
I'm glad you're feeling better. Sorry to hear about the baby situation. I can't even get prenant myself. But I decided a while ago that I plan on adopting children when I'm ready from another country. There are plenty of children out there that need good parents and just the chance to grow up in a loving home. It's funny how some of us that didn't have those things as a child only want those things for their children. But that is what drives us to be a bette parent to our kids than our parents were to us. Keep you head up and lots of Love, Zen wink
aaronsrod:
Thanks mate and yep i do care, caring keeps me in mates hehe
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I feel more and more helpless as the days go by.... and its not a good feeling... I thought I was better than this... I really did. its just seems that the harder I try to make things right, the harder everything becomes.... I don't know why I just keep on trying to make myself and him think that everything is going to work out...
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sixfeetunder:
You need to turn that frown upside down..

I know eaiser said than done.

Hope things get better
jadednerdgirl:
hugs*

sorry to hear about that.
things will get better eventually even if they get worse first
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I hate it how people give me shit about certain things.... Really stupid shit that is irrelevant to anything... Like when I listen to music by artists that I don't particularly care for. I can't just like a song without having to liek the artist/band?

And that is just one of many other rather stupid annoyances...

But, anyways, I want everyone to tell me one...
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fracturedguy:
I would have to admit, I regret not having been completely open and honest with my girl. She'd be so much happier if I didn't share your self-destructive tendencies: I seriously set myself up for where I am at now, and I had no reason to do so.
mistresskat:
malina? sexy new name! yea. that sucks about the threesome business. it's a touchy subject especially that you two aren't near each other right now. I think it would be different if you could sit down and talk about it. it's a weird and strange situation especially with girls because we are so emotional. i know i am. i'm so attached to andrew and don't want to share him with anyone but i also wanna play with a pretty girl. i'm selfish, what can i say! i guess that's the hangup with being bisexual. well, call me if you EVER need to talk. we are sisters now.
xoxo
k@t