malina

Goddamn, why do I have to be so fucking stupid sometimes.

Everything just seemed so fucking great until I had to go looking into something that technically isn't my business, but in a way, it is.

Maybe I am just overreacting. But, I don't like finding out that someone said the exact same thing(s) they said to me to someone else. I know how this person is though, and doing things of this sort is their nature, but still, it makes me want to question other things this person has said to me.

I can never just let myself be happy. I always have to find SOMETHING.

but seriously, is it too fucking much to ask for the truth straight up, nothing sugarcoated, etc?

this is making me feel rather queasy though, and I don't know what to do about it because if I just bring it up said person will get upset by how I obtained this information, although it happened very innocently and I wasn't looking for it, it just presented itself.

But, if I don't say anything it is going to keep bothering me.

I am really not up for any kind of conflict or drama though.

Please just let me forget that I ever saw what I saw...