malina

so, the night before last Nicholas and I finally came to a conclusion that yes, it is over. and that is fine. Nicholas is going to do his guy thing and "be selfish and find out who he is". And we are both perfectly happy with this. we are just both in very different places in our lives right now and want very different things.

I just think this is what is meant to be, and if not, well, I guess I'll find out.


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anyways, enough of all that for now... I am in such a good mood right now. I haven't felt this good in a long time. WIth as unhappy as I am with my current situation I finally have some piece of mind and feel as if I am doing the right thing.

I am getting my shit together, and taking care of the things in my life that I need to deal with. I am starting school in the next two weeks. I am looking for a new job, this isn't going so well, but I'll find something. I am going to start saving some money, because with the kind of move I am intending upon making, I have no choice. I am just trying to take some time to get myself straight before I attempt to do anything else. And I think this is a very good thing.


I'll be back later with a better update.

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trying to find a job with no experience is hard...