malina

7...


so... you win some, you lose some... right?

don't ask. I don't care to explain.


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what do you do when your whole world is turned upside down with one little sentence? and when you thought you had everything planned out to the "t" and suddenly EVERYTHING changes and you have no control over it and all that you are left to do is accept that that is just how things have to be, yet, you can't?

today has been the worst day of my life... its funny how someone can completely crush you with three little words... especially when its the one person you trust with your heart.



I feel so lost

[edit @ 6:48 pm]

thanks to all of my wonderful friends for the kind words and such..

things will get better.


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I just wish that I had someone to hold me and make it all go away...

"Why do we let the one thing we don't have affect how we feel about all the things we do have? Why does one-minus-a-plus-one feel like it adds up to zero?"

(Carrie from SATC)

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yet another update forgive me...

but I was just thinking... maybe I'll start smoking again...