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Friday Jun 24, 2005

Jun 24, 2005
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7...


so... you win some, you lose some... right? frown

don't ask. I don't care to explain.


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what do you do when your whole world is turned upside down with one little sentence? and when you thought you had everything planned out to the "t" and suddenly EVERYTHING changes and you have no control over it and all that you are left to do is accept that that is just how things have to be, yet, you can't?

today has been the worst day of my life... its funny how someone can completely crush you with three little words... especially when its the one person you trust with your heart.

frown

I feel so lost

[edit @ 6:48 pm]

thanks to all of my wonderful friends for the kind words and such.. kiss

things will get better.


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I just wish that I had someone to hold me and make it all go away... frown

"Why do we let the one thing we don't have affect how we feel about all the things we do have? Why does one-minus-a-plus-one feel like it adds up to zero?"

(Carrie from SATC)

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yet another update forgive me...

but I was just thinking... maybe I'll start smoking again...
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scrap:
You'll get over it and l;ife will go on, just like every other day you'll find ome way to make it work for you.
Jun 25, 2005
fdgsfdjhlkbqdzzz:
I'm so sorry you're in the pits right now hun, I wish I could say I can relate but I don't think I've had my world turned so completely upside down so fast. I hope for some happiness that'll pull you outa the gutter.

Just don't start smoking if you can help it o:

[Edited on Jun 25, 2005 11:30PM]
Jun 25, 2005

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