malina

55.

all of June 3rd totally sucked ass.... I haven't been so depressed in a long time. and there was really nothing to trigger it. I think that I really scared the boy, not because he doesn't understand, but because it was very unexpected.

I feel a little better now though. he is so wonderful... he was supposed to go out to dinner with some friends and then go back to their place to watch movies and drink, but stayed on the phone with me all night instead, while I bawled like a little baby for almost 3 hours.

I love him more each day.