malina

I feel more and more helpless as the days go by.... and its not a good feeling... I thought I was better than this... I really did. its just seems that the harder I try to make things right, the harder everything becomes.... I don't know why I just keep on trying to make myself and him think that everything is going to work out and we're just going to be happy... I constantly set myself up to get hurt, like I thrive on it or something.