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There's too much to give up... and nothing left to lose.

I love this. Sitting here. Night after night. Nothing to do. No one to talk to. Thinking.

But, things are getting better. Every day. And this is only temporary. Just for the time being.

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Don't worry... There's always tomorrow.

I long for something of my own. Not even necessarily just mine, but something...
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argonautgod:
Your new profile pic is really cool.
dongboy:
Hey Jax,
I am on leave until I go to TBS this coming fall. I am kind of just waiting around until I leave for Quantico. Shitty base...but we still look damn good in our uniforms!

cheers,
Dong

P.S You need to post some pics girl!! You have nothing going on in your life?!!!Come on!
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So I seem to be going no where- thats nothing new.

For those of you who do not quite know me, the place I am is the same place I've been sitting for a long time.

Theres nothing really new or exciting, there is no element of passion, no little bits of rapture, and when I'm paying close attention I can almost feel myself drowning...
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kiki:
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burialrabbits:
Store Clerk, Speaking To Man In Aisle: (stops sweeping for a moment) "Sir, you've just dropped something."

Man In Aisle: (looking down) "Oh no, that's not mine. It must have been somebody else."

Clerk: "No sir, I just saw it come from your pocket, when you pulled your hand out. It fell from your pocket."

Man: (averting his gaze, speaking low) "You must be mistaken."

The man in the aisle shoves his hands deep into his pockets and slowly idles on down the aisle, then makes his way toward the door, leaving.

Clerk: (speaking under his breathe, though well alone) "...asshole."

Walking closer, broom in hand to sweep whatever it is into the bucket, the store clerk peers closer to find that it's a human ear. Wet with red about the backside, pasted now to the dirtied tiles.
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Why Love?...

.......the complexities, irrationalities, of the experience...

I am stimulated and terrified of the inexpressible.

...our secret lives beyond symbols...

...shadows of the archetypal. an articulation.

primitive and sophisticated...

...the ritual in a subconscious image...

...the diction of your senses...

...the ache of your faith and desire...

Beyond dichotomies...the dialect of our revolution.

...the language of our mystery.



--My life has come to reflect...
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argonautgod:
Oooh, mindbending.

Which is why I can't deliver a deeper, more thoughtful comment right now.

You bent my mind. How dare you! mad biggrin
sbmick:
Interesting perception you got going there. Seem like you have a great functioning mind going, my kind of girl.
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Happy Valentine's Day pretties kiss
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argonautgod:
Acid free paper = LITMUS PAPER. God, I can't believe I missed that. And I have a higher in Chemistry. Lot of bloody good that's done me here.

Hope you had a damned fine Valentine's Day.

Now I'm going to find a wall to bash. Litmus paper. How the hell did I miss that?

argonautgod:
We celebrate Valentine's Day in the UK but I don't think it's as big as it used to be. Or perhaps I'm just not looking in the right places.

But my day rocked, but for completely different reasons.
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argonautgod:
There's paper with acid and paper without acid? I did not know that.

What kind of acid?

No I haven't gone loopy.

But I do feel like that old dude from the Father Ted when Ted insults the Chinese. Classic guy. biggrin
avafalls:
thank you darling! kiss
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I now have a wedding registry... biggrin

(and still no wedding)
aaronsrod:
send me a copy of your registry, whats on it??
argonautgod:
You don't suck. You're just sparse. Big difference biggrin

Don't the wedding registry and the wedding go hand in hand or am I just simple about the entire process?

Actually I am that simple. Any of my friends that have come close to being married I've laughed at. You're the first I haven't laughed at. Feel honoured.

And I am still waiting to say hello to this dude of yours. biggrin
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hmmm.... I was thinking about it today and have realized that I am a rather happy person.

Ok, one nice thought for today. Moving on...

WE can't seem to get married for anything... There's always a grand plan, then at the last minute, it never quite works out... grr mad

Ah well, I suppose it will work out when the time is right.

kiss

I'd say to...
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freakqueen:
i am happy to hear that you're happy because i am happy too!
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My future husband Champ111485 love love love
argonautgod:
I shall say hello to him now.

Wait i can't. He doesn't have any journal entries. Natch.

I tried. I really did. This is evidence!
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whatever
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helper:
thank you for the clarification. smile
argonautgod:
Verb!
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miao!!
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miao!!
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trebo:
Merry Xmas! kiss
argonautgod:
Happy New Year!
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puke
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causus:
Thanks, I did. How was you turkey day? It's ok about the commenting, I only talk to a handful of my friends on a regular basis. wink biggrin
luckythirteen:
think of how relaxed you are when your happy
then think about how happy you are when your relaxed
....alternate you'll start feeling alot better