Just wanted to say that I feel a tiny bit better today... I cried until two in the morning and then slept until twelve this afternoon.
"Its" quite a slap in the face though... my mother can have 7 children, three of which she gave up without a thought in the world, the other four us were bounced aorund foster care and everything else. Throughout...
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"Its" quite a slap in the face though... my mother can have 7 children, three of which she gave up without a thought in the world, the other four us were bounced aorund foster care and everything else. Throughout...
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zenichols:
I'm glad you're feeling better. Sorry to hear about the baby situation. I can't even get prenant myself. But I decided a while ago that I plan on adopting children when I'm ready from another country. There are plenty of children out there that need good parents and just the chance to grow up in a loving home. It's funny how some of us that didn't have those things as a child only want those things for their children. But that is what drives us to be a bette parent to our kids than our parents were to us. Keep you head up and lots of Love, Zen 
aaronsrod:
Thanks mate and yep i do care, caring keeps me in mates hehe
I feel more and more helpless as the days go by.... and its not a good feeling... I thought I was better than this... I really did. its just seems that the harder I try to make things right, the harder everything becomes.... I don't know why I just keep on trying to make myself and him think that everything is going to work out...
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sixfeetunder:
You need to turn that frown upside down..
I know eaiser said than done.
Hope things get better
I know eaiser said than done.
Hope things get better
jadednerdgirl:
hugs*
sorry to hear about that.
things will get better eventually even if they get worse first
sorry to hear about that.
things will get better eventually even if they get worse first
I hate it how people give me shit about certain things.... Really stupid shit that is irrelevant to anything... Like when I listen to music by artists that I don't particularly care for. I can't just like a song without having to liek the artist/band?
And that is just one of many other rather stupid annoyances...
But, anyways, I want everyone to tell me one...
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And that is just one of many other rather stupid annoyances...
But, anyways, I want everyone to tell me one...
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fracturedguy:
I would have to admit, I regret not having been completely open and honest with my girl. She'd be so much happier if I didn't share your self-destructive tendencies: I seriously set myself up for where I am at now, and I had no reason to do so.
mistresskat:
malina? sexy new name! yea. that sucks about the threesome business. it's a touchy subject especially that you two aren't near each other right now. I think it would be different if you could sit down and talk about it. it's a weird and strange situation especially with girls because we are so emotional. i know i am. i'm so attached to andrew and don't want to share him with anyone but i also wanna play with a pretty girl. i'm selfish, what can i say! i guess that's the hangup with being bisexual. well, call me if you EVER need to talk. we are sisters now.
xoxo
k@t
xoxo
k@t
In light of the good stuff, the depression has gotten to a point where it is visible, but ohwell, I don't know why people think that I actually care what everyone else thinks. I have better things to waste my time worrying about. My siblings' mother says "Why don't you do something about it" and I told her "Its not like I go anywhere or...
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sheshnag:
congratulations 
thelastasthmatic:
"I'm getting married"
congratulations...
congratulations...
I can't even think about it anymore right now or I am going to be sick.
I'll probably be even more scarce than usual.... I'm taking this a little harder than I had expected. I knew it could happen, but I guess you don't realize the impact things might end up having until they actually happen.
I've been trying really hard to figure out how...
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indecline:
welcome to the military...if hes a sgt. than you should be tripping about it now, chances are hes got the shaft more than once now....the army is full of bullshit, the oncely diff. is who tells it....the reason that so many mos are under par..is becouse so many of us are doing other jobes we didnt goto school for.....for example me.....i havent seen a blackhawk let alone work on one in 3mo...doing stuff for my company that i have no right to do....thats just the way the military work...seeing who can mess with who..and who can get there finger into the pie....sometimes a little of both.... 
.....and since hes getting out...they have to Fuck witH him as much as they can, be for he leaves....
.....and since hes getting out...they have to Fuck witH him as much as they can, be for he leaves....
jadednerdgirl:
yeah I went through my whole list and was talking a lot on aim and no one could figure it out. though I did find you on myspace. I was having serious withdrawal issues. ha ha
*major sigh*
I need a job.
I need a job.
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oracle:
tempting..very tempting
aaronsrod:
what sort of job, oh and I am back from the US i didn't get a chance to get down your way but I will next year, so I will catch up with you then.
I'm going to see my baby! ( champ111485 ) ... Leaving for NC the 17th -- Staying until the 21st (our anniversary) 
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indecline:
wow...i like your pro pic.....thats all i got to say...
aaronsrod:
Jacksonville is not that far from Atlanta I could make the effort to come and see you if you like, I will be there on Tuesday for a week and would love to catch up for a coffee.
Insomnia is great...... I may hav ejust struck gold. More details later. 
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orittor_demise:
insomnia is fun 
i know how it goes you kinda get use to it. or at least i have ^_^ is that a bad thing i wonder lmao. good luck on stricking gold ^_^
i know how it goes you kinda get use to it. or at least i have ^_^ is that a bad thing i wonder lmao. good luck on stricking gold ^_^
argonautgod:
No I want details now!
Please.
Please.
aaronsrod:
fuck-me-boots are hot
macska:
Good luck improving the things you can change... I've been trying to adopt that mindset also... I've really felt like I'm in a rut lately.
Yay for the 315 area code! My family's from the Adirondacks. Are you originally an upstate New Yorker too?
Yay for the 315 area code! My family's from the Adirondacks. Are you originally an upstate New Yorker too?
nothing much to say. nothing new. go leave my sweetie comments and maybe even friend him - champ111485 - ...
I'll leave you with a bit of cheesiness
"roses are red...
camis are green...
my man is one of the best...
a United States Marine."
(I had to say something on the first of the month...
)
everytime I think of the fact that...
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I'll leave you with a bit of cheesiness
"roses are red...
camis are green...
my man is one of the best...
a United States Marine."
(I had to say something on the first of the month...
)
everytime I think of the fact that...
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argonautgod:
Libertarian!
ralschino:
I also went from one Jacksonville to the other. Weird.
Dunno which one I like better, probably the Fl one...driving a cab with gator city taxi was fun times.
Dunno which one I like better, probably the Fl one...driving a cab with gator city taxi was fun times.
Nothing
We are nothing.
But that's better than being something.
Cause then we'd have to live up to it.
Sign It Now Bitches
We are nothing.
But that's better than being something.
Cause then we'd have to live up to it.
Sign It Now Bitches
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argonautgod:
This whole draft business would never be even debated if those greedy idiots did their due diligence instead of charging into Iraq arse first.
I'm signing bi-atch!
Is signed. That web page is almost proved too much for my piece of garbage machine. God, must upgrade sometime soon.
I'm signing bi-atch!
Is signed. That web page is almost proved too much for my piece of garbage machine. God, must upgrade sometime soon.
azrael_abyss:
I wrote to you in the Hair Group about somewhere to get your hair cut for a reasonable price around town.
Why is it that I can't sleep at night... And I can never see the stars outside... And am I wrong to wish for more?
I need away from this place. Soon. My patience is wearing thin. I'm not sure how much longer I can wait. But, I'm trying to be good and wait this out. I know it will be worth it in the...
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I need away from this place. Soon. My patience is wearing thin. I'm not sure how much longer I can wait. But, I'm trying to be good and wait this out. I know it will be worth it in the...
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dongboy:
There is lots to do here girl! I have only been here for almost two years and I really enjoy it. I am probably moving soon though to Miami, but maybe not. Hit up the Ritz, or if you like cigars and wine, try Aromas. That place is something I hit up twice a week. Also, afterhours club like alleycats is a good place too. Or buy yourself a surfboard or longboard-skateboard and go relax! What are you up to? You working here? School?
Cheers girl!
P.S. Thanks for the edit!
Cheers girl!
P.S. Thanks for the edit!
helper:
so you hate bartenders, eh?
some of them can be real bastards
some of them can be real bastards