I also got my hair cut yesterday. Here is me having lunch before the cut:
Here's me after the cut.
And of course you see the new profile pic with my kitty. There's a larger version in My Pics folder. There's also a ton of new pictures in my camera phone folder. A bunch of them are from the family barbecue on July 4th.
What else is new?
Going for over a month without even kissing a guy has been a good experience for me. Last night marked exactly 6 weeks since I got any. To recap, when I broke up with Ray, I started seeing another guy immediately. When that didn't work out, I decided to take a break. A good friend recommended I stay away from guys for a while and I agreed. We broke the rule almost immediately. That was just a minor diversion, though. I fell for another guy within a few weeks. I fell pretty hard and I think I'm still not over him. When we parted ways, I made the decision to stop guys altogether. I feel better now, after the time away. This was good for me. I was way too dependent on sexual attention. Plus my seasonal depression lasted much longer than usual. I think I'm out of it now.
What's hard right now is that I feel like there are guys looking to get involved when I don't really want to. Most particularly, I have a friend I've been hanging out with a lot lately who seems like he's interested in more, but I'm not. I've avoided any situation which gives him an opening. At some point I'll have to confront him about it and tell him I'm not interested. Then I'll feel like a bad guy. But at least I won't feel like a slut.
omg, I edited this journal post and it worked!!!
