Friday May 05, 2006

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I've got a list of all the things I want to do now that I have free time and no guilt about procrastinating school work:

Ride my bike. It's been way too long!
Read books. I've only read school-related stuff since January.
Re-pot my houseplants. I've got a bag of soil in the living room!
Call up more friends to hang out. Walks in the park, movies, all that.
Clean my house and my yard for next Friday's party.
Finish restyling my website.
Spend more time with my niece.
Other stuff.


Ranting about crap you don't need to read:

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You know what words I hate?

"I'm not looking for a relationship right now."

Really, I'm not looking for one either... but it's frustrating to hear it said. Especially since things are going so well otherwise. Well, mostly. It's also frustrating that he wants to keep our non-relationship top secret. See, we have a lot of friends in common and he thinks it would be too weird for the group if they knew. He doesn't want to deal with the joking and crap. And he's telling me I need to work on dealing with being made fun of. Now, I appreciate his concern, but doesn't that sound a little hypocritical?

See, I've got this other problem. Somehow, somewhere... I've become a monogamist. I guess it came from being with Ray so long. But now if I'm interested in someone, I'm just not interested in other people. Except kissing and stuff... you know I'm always up for that kinda stuff. hehe wink

Probably the best thing to do right now would be to give up and stop seeing him before I get attached. But what fun is that?



What else?

ATTENTION!

I am looking for someone to visit. I'm really craving a road trip... even a minor one would be awesome. I have next Tues Wed Thurs off, and I also have the weekend of may 19-21st. I want to go camping. I dunno.

Anyone feel like hangin out?

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pr0ject605:
Oh, and about the relationship thing... yeah. My most hated phrase right now is, "Let's just be friends, because I don't want to ruin the friendship we have." Mainly because it roughly translates to, "I know things couldn't be bettwe between us right now, but Idon't want to date you. In a week or sooner I'll be dating someone else and have no time for the 'friendship' we're supposed to have and I'll pretty much ignore you from this point on. Thanks for playing, game over."

So I really relate on that one.
jakbstrd:
You're welcome to join me on my road trip to Arizona. I think the days you have available we'll be in the Vancouver area. After Vancouver for a couple of days we'll be in Seattle. Then Portland, then San Francisco.

We is my brother and I by the way. I'm not referring to myself as we, yet.

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