I last saw her in the dark morning hours in our apartment Monday morning. She could've been anyone, far as my eyes could discern. She was a virtual shroud of opaque tones. The nose and hands, however, knew better. They told me clearly that this was my beloved wife in her granny undies and shredded sleep shirt, kissing me goodbye as she always did when...
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For my wife's birthday, she and I will be attending the Suicide Girl's tour stop in Sacramento. I, amazingly, am not too excited about the prospect. None of the girls listed for the show really interest me. My wife, however, is thrilled. She digs pink as much as any hetero-male, so she has her own list of favorite Suicides, and prominent amongst that list is...
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I visited the dentist today for two fillings. Normally, I'd have gone into hysterics long before walking through the door into the office itself. Today, however, I had my wife with me. Also, it actually seems that my claustrophobia is waning off lately. I don't know exactly why, but I could hazard an educated guess. I'm a pretty contented man lately, brother. Or sister, if...
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onie:
So, why the feeling of contentment? I dunno and I don't care. I'm just riding it like it's something as random as perfect synchronicity of the chemical components in my brain for as long as they will last
haha... i know exactly what you are talking about.. i fucking love it when that happens! its like a temporary epiphany/relief from normal perception. even tho you know its not gonna last forever you still kinda pretend it will (or i do anyways).
oh and i didnt even realize how crappy my post was.. it really didnt occur to me that a bunch of crap things had happened.. hahaha.. not till i was reading peoples responses and was like 'oh yeah... i guess that is pretty bad' .. i guess that happens on a semi regular basis for me.. ha.. oh well.. id rather not realize shits really crappy.. cause when i do realize it (generally pertaining to love which does include but is not limited to my son) i really fucking feel it and im really really down. most other stuff is like.. eh... this sucks... but thats not always the cause.
rambling.. 
lenox:
very good points made and well said. I appriecate your comment and why can't I let one man's opinion change the way i see things? Because if i let the good get me too high, the bad will drop me down like a rock. But i do appriecate every compliment I recieve. Thanks so much for the insight 
"The Descent" was spooky! Good horror films sometimes step away from conventions. But, if you stray too far, you could be guilty of being original. Well, this film, although not entirely original, really cashes in on some novel approaches to weaving its freakiness. To be blunt, my heart was indeed racing through many scenes in this film, and not just where the creepy monster dudes...
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clio:
I don't get it. Maybe I'm not American enough. xo
clio:
Haha, it's not so late. 23:43. Oh, sorry. You Americans don't do army time. I mean 11:43pm. 
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My brain hasn't been with me lately. The wife and I took a vacation of sorts down to Pacific Grove and, upon returning, clearly left the ol' grey matter behind. I hope the fucker is enjoying himself. The work week that followed was difficult, compounded by my unwillingness to get to bed at decent hours. Further evidence, if you ask me, that the brain truly...
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onie:
ahh.. there is nothing like it!!!! yaaah for packages!!!
so.. what is 'grey matter' you speak of?.. oh and yes.. i have many nights/mornings like that.. dragging my ass up the stairs so i can offically go to sleep.. yeah.. sigh..
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Onie
so.. what is 'grey matter' you speak of?.. oh and yes.. i have many nights/mornings like that.. dragging my ass up the stairs so i can offically go to sleep.. yeah.. sigh..
xoxo
Onie
Something so exciting happened that I had to get online and document the event as quickly as possible since the image is so finely burned in my retina. Okay, so here goes: I am a voyeur at heart. In a lot of respects, voyeurism is what made me a heterosexual male. Peeping through windows at unsuspecting women? Been there, done that. Hell, way before I...
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clio:
Anything with Depp can keep my attention for 2+ hours, good or bad, hehe.
My natural haircolor is what it looks like in my current blog, minus the blond.
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My natural haircolor is what it looks like in my current blog, minus the blond.
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onie:
hahaha.. holy shit.. well.. Im glad you got something tangable from my 101 course.. 
"A Scanner Darkly" is still with me. I saw it July 14th at the Tower and walked away feeling satisfied. It's a film atypical to the modern American film landscape. There are no explosions, gunfights, war scenes, snakes, or hip-hop artists playing cartoon characters of themselves. The characters are archetypes, so shallow that a toddler could wade in them safely. Still, that's beside the point....
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jennrose:
yeah, a lot of people act totally different online. for some reason i've never really been like that. my voice seems to stay the same, whether i'm writing or chatting or talking.
and yeah, i love that phrase, too. my bf actually used to say it constantly about me when we talked on the phone, 'cause i'd get myself in trouble, he'd try to give me an out, and i'd just take it and get myself in more trouble. though, i think this "master of the mack" certainly takes the cake. i was being funny; this guy's just a 'tard.
and yeah, i love that phrase, too. my bf actually used to say it constantly about me when we talked on the phone, 'cause i'd get myself in trouble, he'd try to give me an out, and i'd just take it and get myself in more trouble. though, i think this "master of the mack" certainly takes the cake. i was being funny; this guy's just a 'tard.
clio:
Haha, I'm glad you enjoyed my tour diary. More will be on the way shortly!
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Happy Birthday to me! Happy birthday to me! Happy Birthday dear Jeffrey! And you smell like one, too! Or, something like that... My wife is incredible, and not just on my birthday. My parents are bottomless in their generosity and I currently feel great. Thanks for asking!
doxie:
I actually consider chores a meditative, relaxing process.
Me too!
Happy late birthday!
clio:
Happy belated birthday!
Tour was great but I'm back in town. I was this close to crying when they left. Blog updated with pictures!
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Tour was great but I'm back in town. I was this close to crying when they left. Blog updated with pictures!
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I believe I truly am a wimp. Today, driving in Sonoma, the truck in front of me came to a quick stop for what appeared to be no apparent reason. The lane next to me was completely wide open, so I pulled over, driving cautiously; I had no clue what the truck was up to. Then I saw it: the smallest parade my tired eyes...
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doxie:
+1
Whenever I'm around men of the overt masculine type, my voice drops several octaves. This phenomenon has always occurred since my testicles got hairy, signaling that my voice had finally changed. To ask why I do this amongst the company of manly men is to admit that you are a woman. It's like testosterone gets in my nasal cavity and my larynx flares all macho...
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onie:
ha.. this is awesome.. actually i think most people do this.. I will change my tone from day to day and can even do it amongst different people.. I still say the same shit.. just in something they can relate to... ya know.. does this means I have hairy testicles.. sure with I did.. hahahahahaha.. well somedays... id love to have a dick..
oh.. with the set.. I think it will be a while before i get news of it getting accepted or not. but thanks for the support
oh.. with the set.. I think it will be a while before i get news of it getting accepted or not. but thanks for the support
lenox:
thank god, someone else who agrees that Pirates was't all that great!!!