last year, around the beginning of august, i met a girl at the walmart gas station...i was going to meet my husband at work, and in a hurry, but she told me her name...she had a HUGE pink and green mohawk, so i thought she was just the greatest thing in the world...and i never saw her after that, but i spent a lot of time thinking about her, and hoping to see her...a few weeks after i met her, we moved and were gone about 6-8 months...and then we came back up here...that's when i noticed this guy who worked at walmart, and i always thought he was a dick, just because he always looked like one....and i knew he wasn't from around here, so i didn't say anything to him, but i saw the girl again with him....needless to say, she messaged the husband on myspace cause he had an AFI layout and apparently she loves AFI and i started talking to her again as well, and then she said i should talk to her bf at work one day or something, so i did...and we have been hanging out every weekend with them since then...like the 3rd week we all hung out, she told me that her bf liked me and since i am polyamourous, i was like ok then that's cool, and she asked me to "give him attention" so i did...and i was kinda hoping i wouldn't kiss him before her, but i did...and i ended up liking him more than her, though she never knew that, and to this day i think she still doesn't...so anyway, a few weekends ago, they were over and we were all wrapped up in the blankets out on my deck in my yard, and i was loving on her bf and she was huddled with the hubby........keep in mind NO ONE said she had to be, and all she had to do was ask for her bfs lap back, but she was huddled up with my husband, and kissing him, and they ended up doing a bit more then that....she had her tits in his mouth...well now she's making a HUGE deal about it, and how she DIDN'T WANT ANY OF IT, she was just too fucking scared to say no....like fucking what? is she gunna say "yeh i was afraid to say no when i was being raped too"? and then the really fucking messed up part is that SHE DIDN'T EVEN TELL HER BF THE SHE DID IT! she told him tonight
oh well, i was afraid that you would get mad, so i just didn't tell you, i don't want you mad at me...
I MEAN LIKE THAT'S NOT FUCKING GOING TO MAKE HIM FEEL WORSE AND EVEN MORE MAD?! so basically she's telling him that he can't see me anymore...and he told me today that if she thinks that then she's fucking crazy because she's not going to control what he does...i asked him not to call her about it and he said he had to because she was a fucking lying bitch....and now he doesn't trust her and i know and he knows she doesn't trust him....she blamed him one night for sleeping with me when infact he was at his friends house....i haven't even had sex with him yet..........not saying that it hasn't almost happened, or that i don't wanna, but i wanna take things slow with him since he is my friend and stuff....i told him that i wanna move to CA and he's welcome to go with us, but i don't wanna be the reason that he leaves the bitch....
did i do what was right, by telling him what really happened that night? i feel like it's all gunna be my fault, though i know it's not because i mean she should have fucking said no, and she's i dunno pissing me off fucking eh ;ALWREPQO4J6Y;LKMA;GDJA
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