When we're small, we don't worry about what we'll be when we grow up. It's all a game. Still is. Except I don't feel like it's fun anymore.
When do things change?
When did the future seem so scary? The threat of being stuck without movement, like roadkill, out on the side with your guts spilling out.
Money, jobs, travel love. All endless possibilities. And here I am. Crouching so low in case the sky is falling. Not like it's helping. If it wanna rain on the tarp, that shit's gonna fall down. What I don't realise is that the sky is in my eyes, the white like clouds at dawn. Intuition. Why don't I ever listen to it? I'm getting better,but at 26 years old, you'd think I could listen to the winds. But the wind don't like using a megaphone, especially if you got your iPod in.
When do things change?
When did the future seem so scary? The threat of being stuck without movement, like roadkill, out on the side with your guts spilling out.
Money, jobs, travel love. All endless possibilities. And here I am. Crouching so low in case the sky is falling. Not like it's helping. If it wanna rain on the tarp, that shit's gonna fall down. What I don't realise is that the sky is in my eyes, the white like clouds at dawn. Intuition. Why don't I ever listen to it? I'm getting better,but at 26 years old, you'd think I could listen to the winds. But the wind don't like using a megaphone, especially if you got your iPod in.
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One thing I have been trying out lately is each night before i fall asleep i write 3 positive things that happened to me and that i am thankful for. Sometimes its hard to think of 3 things, but they can even be simple things like "I'm so happy I have this pillow to snuggle on." You'd be amazed how thinking positive for just a few seconds really changes the way your day went.
Just reading this blog...it's so universal, i love it and the following comments building onto it; perfectly demonstrates our individual humanity. ..
And for the record, i dont think 26 is hardley requireing to be "old", cherish the stumble youth for a little longer
*Have a loverly day.