maladjusted

My poor mom broke her arm and had four hours of surgery,I found out at about 11:00 tonight,my dad said she's asleep now..all drugged up...my poor mom..
Now I cant sleep ,Its 4 am, normaly I would be getting up for work in an hour but im too worried about her..gonna have to skip out on work..I hope she's gonna be ok

Not much going on a.t.m.,
Some weeks it seems like a cycle of sleep,work,sleep,with the odd mix of sex and the eating of food is about all there is to my life..
I slept on my pals couch a week ago,and damn if it didint fuck my neck up real bad,I've had headaches and neck pain all week,(not as young as I used to be)....
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Had a nice dinner with my pals for easter,drank, laughed,drank some more.All in all a good time.
Though I did wake with a wicked wine hang-over and missed out on time & a half for work today,still get straight time ..so basically I got paid to sleep it off today..Nice .

Only thing was I missed my little freakalicious

Not much going on,Its shutdown time at work and im kinda working it ..just making up my own hours as I go,but im gonna be alittle broke because of it next week.Oh well.

Had a great night of drinking and sex.sat into sunday..it all became a bit of a blur,visions of pineapple/guava sex gel/ cock rings/biting/and a bit of a power trip..all added up to...
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Im such a bad boy.
I got supended from work for the day,
The reason: insubordinate aggressive
behavior. Hehe.
I told some asshat guy who likes to think he's a manager,thats he's clueless/
incompetent and called him a fucking idiot savant.Oh well ,I was just telling the truth as I see it....
My boss that has taken me weeks to get under control..told me if...
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I dreamt of shadows brought to life,
Their eyes comprised of unholy light.
Of whispered laughter in the night,
As the shadow lord calls them home.

Every night for five thousand years,
They roam about drinking in your fears.
Your fear of dark and things unseen,
Brings them joy and makes them sing.

You know their there,you've half seen them before,the glance of them as...
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To Spring

O thou with dewy locks, who lookest down
Thro' the clear windows of the morning, turn
Thine angel eyes upon our western isle,
Which in full choir hails thy approach, O Spring!

The hills tell each other, and the listening
Valleys hear; all our longing eyes are turned
Up to thy bright pavilions: issue forth,
And let thy holy feet visit our clime....
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For winter's rains and ruins are over,
And all the season of snows and sins;
The days dividing lover and lover,
The light that loses, the night that wins;
And time remembered is grief forgotten,
And frosts are slain and flowers begotten,
And in green underwood and cover
Blossom by blossom the spring begins.


Algernon Charles Swinburne (18371909)

Damn got home from work yesterday at 4:00 fell asleep at 6:00 now im awake at 4:11 am woohoo ...wtf is that.

whats with this weather,its gonna be spring in like what ?a week ? and it snows ..Blah...I want to see green trees and green grass,smell freash things on a warm brezze..

My truck is almost paid off 297 to go,thats gonna free up...
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Just another monday..nothing to see here, move along